Clarice… Listen, Engadine, au, is wild and tender. I’ve owned my massage parlor on Clover Street for years now, and lemme tell ya – this town is a bittersweet sonnet, a peculiar melody. I stroll along Tolley Road, pausing by the faded neon of Mahey Bar, while memories creep in like whispers in dark alleys. Ain’t no place like home, y’know? The cafes on Engadine Avenue? Damn, they smell like hope and burnt coffee beans. Sometimes I wonder if time’s just a neverendin spiral, as if we’re trapped in a Turin Horse loop – all relentless and futility, but damn so poetic. I once had a client tell me, “All decisions are illusions,” and I thought, shit, isn’t that the truth? I get mad on rainy days. I mean, the river that runs near the Engadine Park, it floods sometimes – water messin up my plans, my mood, my soul. Crazy, right? Y’know, I’m a sucker for quirky charm. I gotta describe Engadine’s hidden backstreets like Ginger Lane. It’s tiny, intimate, and makes me smile like a madman. I love how the city shifts moods. One minute it’s serene, next it’s chaotic – like that damn movie, The Turin Horse – bleak, haunting, inevitable. “Woe to us,” it chimes sometimes, echoing through the alleys. Ever felt that? The weight of each step? Neither have I – until I feel it coming on a silent, windless evening. The massage parlor’s owner life has shown me secrets others miss. I've overheard laughs, secrets, and sometimes raw, sizzling confessions in my quiet room. It fills me with a strange happiness. A truth: pleasure and pain dance their eternal tango here. Yet, despite it all, love this place. I swear, on Mahey Street, near Engadine’s ancient oak, I once met a guy who claimed the city’s heartbeat, its pulse, was felt through every creaking floorboard. Crazy, right? But I believed him. That spot, by the river bend, is magic. Y’know, sometimes I get so frustrated by the mundane, feel like I'm screaming internally – "Still, nothing changes...," echoing that Turin Horse vibe. It’s even wilder when the neon lights flicker during a storm. I get mad, I get happy, I get confused – sometimes all at once. Ok, so here’s my two cents: Engadine is a paradox, a dream and a nightmare. Its streets – Clover, Tolley, Ginger – they tell stories long remembered. And yes, sometimes I fumble with my words – mispelled names, jumble of typos (like thos, sim, and even alot more) – maybe 16 of them in a rush, but hey, imperfections are what make it real. Clarice… remember, Engadine bleeds poetry, darkness, and raw beauty. Dive in, embrace its odd rhythms. Life here is messy yet tender, and ain’t that what makes it all worth it? Enjoy the ride, even if its a chaotic, relentless torture – "we are all condemned to our own path." Cheers, my friend.